always and forever you and me:)

Here are some funny and cute animations I made

isn't it cute? :)

Even though we got into this LDR shit, we will always wear couple shirts like we used to :>

New Year. New Hair

Well, it's not really new cause I've been doing this every year but yeah:)

Raw picture. no edit,no make-up. really really big eyes aye? <:

Summer why you so hot?

New Year

New Year here sucks. So boring that makes me homesick. New Year in the Philippines is the best. So, NEW YEAR, let's start it fresh ayt? Here's some couple of my New Year resolution & wishes that I'm going to try my best to do and fullfill them all.

1. I'm gonna save money to see HIM. <3
2. I'm gonna concentrate on my studies so that I can prove to my dad that it's really worthy to go home and so that he will not be disappointed before making me go home, for short I want to get permission from him without hurting him but making him proud in return.
3. I will not be lazy anymore.
4. I will not be an overprotective and KJ girlfriend:) I need to show trust to my boyfriend.
5. I will love myself and make myself happy because I'm so depressed last year due to the distance stuff. I'm not gonna go home looking LOSYANG.
6. I will drink MILK na. PROMISE.
7. I will continue not to care about what people say to me as long as I do what I want to do. Life is short, I won't waste my time depending on other's opinion.k?
8. I have to clean my room everyday.
9. I will do my best not to cause any problem to anyone and I will never ever fight with someone.
10.I will not live a boring life. I don't choose friends, I make them but then I don't want to be with them trying to fit in. I will be ME and I won't pretend to be like them but I'll respect them.

All I want this year is to start it fresh. Think positively and will be able to see my boyfriend again personally. I will not care of any other things because I have enough problems and I don't want small things to make it bigger so, HAPPY NEW YEAR ! 

Teddies don't hug back but sometimes they're all you've got.

Christmas in our hearts

We'll this Christmas, I realized that I don't need any material gifts from the people I love. Their love and their presence is enough. It's not my birthday, It's Jesus'. I just want to thank him for giving me such a good,peaceful and healthy family and a loving and faithful boyfriend. They are enough to make me happy this Christmas and this coming New Year. I celebrated my Christmas with my family this year. Although, I'm far from my boyfriend but still I'm happy that my family is there for me and my boyfriend is constantly communicating with me :P We we're on cam till midnight, He made me hear all the loud fireworks from Philippines and although they don't do that here, I was able to feel the spirit and happiness of Christmas and the Philippines and that's why I'm already happy and contented and there's nothing more I could ever wish for but for them to just stay the same and be with me as always :)

PIKACHU NAILS.

so it's TUESDAY morning. No work, nothing to do so yeah! I made this cute lil Pikachu nails inspired from a youtube video. I decided to cut my nails short cause i'm always having a hard time during work due to my nails breaking up so I really have to cut it short :) Somehow I found this cute tutorial in Youtube and tried to copy it. It's my first time heyy. hahaha.

*sorry for the bad quality, I just used my phone so yeah.

A secret garden

Just finished the whole drama series and among all the series I've seen this is the most touching and has a very unique storyline. It made me cry. It made me laugh. The director is successful of portraying his message to his audience. wtf? am I making an essay. No but yeah. HAHAHA ! but then I'm kinda sad after finishing it. Watching the last episode is like knowing that you're gonna loose a friend after watching it. Feels like that. I will not be a spoiler but for those who haven't watched it yet. I really recommend this series to you.  Although the first few episode are kind of boring pers'e but it's really worth it.

P.S THIS DRAMA HAS THE SEXIEST KISSING SCENES EVER.

Why can't people mind their own lives?

I'm a lil bit upset about this certain person here. He always says that me and Marvie should broke up because I'm so over-reacting and stuff but then before he can say that, he should ask first what's the reason behind all this. I know I'm ALWAYS OVER-REACTING but only with Marvie and it's my way of saying I miss him and to annoy him so that he will miss me too. AS SIMPLE AS THAT. But that person is just too much. I'm not strong okay? to be honest I'm so weak. I get easily hurt by what people say especially about us breaking up. I MEAN WHAT THE HECK? We've been trying to save this relationship for a long time. It's really difficult to have a long-distance relationship. I know I should not listen to that person or any other people out there but then that one person's words just hurts me so much and each he says that me and boyfriend are not meant to be and that he should leave me because I'm not worthy enough? HELLO. I DIDN'T EVEN MET YOU PERSONALLY. DON'T BE SUCH A GAY WITH THOSE WORDS.

After all of that, all I can say is that you yourself can't handle a relationship and you can't have patience like my boyfriend does to me because you're a JERK. YOU'RE A PLAYBOY and all you want is SEX. That's it. SEX is an action not a feeling get over it. SEX without love IS LIKE FOOD WITHOUT TASTE.

I really cannot tell you this straight to you but I do know that you know who you are. I'm sorry my blog is the only way I can get rid of my "OVER-REACTING MALDITA ATTITUDE" after this I'll be okay since I've said it all. ) cheers. ! 

All from the people I love.

Since I'm sad cause I won't be able to be with my friends this Christmas then I'm just gonna do something to thank them for being my true friends and for all the memories we shared. I love my friends so much. They're the reason I am still able to surpass all the problems in my life. So, let's begin with the things they gave me.

This one is from Geonard Ila from our Manito Manita last Christmas Party, too bad they don't even have any Christmas party in here since the school year ends just before December :/ but then I love these things especially for the cellphone thingy. I never used it I'm waiting till I have my own real phone that is worthy for that design :)) hehe.

This one below is a gift from JUMINA FUKUNAGA aka my pretty Cupcake <3 It's a gift before I left Philippines. The night before my flight she went into my house and I never expected she gave me these I was touched and I ordered pizza and we ate as our last bonding together. That was really sad. :( I miss her and our memories. I will never forget you cupcake. I love you too and I miss you more. And this is with a necklace and a cute case by the way. :)

This one here is supposed to be a gift for the 18th birthday of my cousin named Harriet but then I forgot to take a picture of it. It was made by Michelle Koo, the new student and my close friend from Year 9 :) I miss her so much too and she also gave me a letter wrapped in a very thick paper before I left and then she told me it was money( I knew she was kidding) but then as I open the thing I though there was nothing inside and it was a prank but then inside there was a letter which I never read until I got on the plane which made me cry :/ BOGOSHIPDA minjia :((( huhuhuhuhu. BTW, it means Happy Birthday, Harriet :) I think.

This one here is a gift from Maria Wilma Anghag aka Mhine. We've been in an official fake relationship since January 06,2009 I think :)) By sayin "fake" i mean the boy-girl kinda relationship :)) hahahah ! she is so sweet and cute actually she gave a lot of things to be just like my named POOCHIE and the pouch shaped like a sleepers :) It's still with me though but then Poochie is with Marvie now :) DARN ! I miss her so much. She's really FRANK and talkative, kinda moody :)) hahaha. sorry mhine. IMISSYOUSOOMUCH ! :)

Below are gifts from my former bestfriend STEVEN KIM, we are always together every break time since he always wants someone to be with him when we eat during class time everytime there is no teacher :)) I will only go with him if he gives me free snacks but he's the one who offered it first :)) I recieved a lot of advice from him about men and stuff and he also asks me a lot of things about women. lol just like that. We both plan events like going to the mall with our lovers. char ! I don't know with him but i'm kinda upset with him right now :(

This one here is so special with great effort ahahha :)) from ETHAN BRYCE BERNALES. This is a gift before I left Philippines and this gift is the first thing I saw that reallymade me cry at school. I was so touched that I couldn't even imagine my life without these friends. Thanks than ! I will really treasure this one. I miss you ! sorry sa emote.

This one is from CHAT GULANE, she was one of my first closest friends in Year 9. She was the only one who could understand me at that time. She gave me this before I left Philippines. She said it was the only thing she can give me since she didn't have enough time to prepare because me going to Australia is like 2 days away since my dad told me we're going. It was so surprising. She said this was really important to her so I really kept it with care. IMISSYOU chang! :)

Now this is the first gift I ever recieved here in Perth. From Sharren Tarroza, It was so surprising and along with this is a hippie and lots of candy canes. I used the hippie and ate the candy canes so yeah:) THANKYOU SHAREEN ! na touch ako:P MERRY CHRISTMAS DIN SAU ! :)

This one is a gift from Sheila Mae Cabute, this was supposed to be a cellphone chain but then I broke it so I kept the pendant thingy instead. She was one of my close friends and I saw this one on her phone and tried to ask her if I can use it and then she said she can give it to me if I want it to so I got it. She's really a sharing and kind friend. kay? eheheheeh.

This one here is from DAYME MARGIE CABAJAR :)hehehe. This is a gift during our christmas party and i'm still using it as my wallet. Actually, Dayme gave me a lot of things that I couldn't even count just like accesories, MP3 player and all other stuffs. I always sleep at her house and she's a very sharing friend :) IMISSYOU DAMII ! but among all what I love the most is her kindness the attitude that doesn't care about herself as long as she can give and share something to others. awwww <3

NOW this is gonna be so long, I guess. My gifts from my dearest bestfriend. She always understands me and listens to me although sometimes we fight but yeah I consider thos fights as sister kinda fight that even though we're fighting we still talk to each other and forget that we fought since we have a lot of important chika's to say :)) She's my sibling that God forgot to give me. VERY UNDERSTANDING, arte and and martyr sa love which we all have in common, to be frank lang bot mi in.ana :)) hahahahha. LOL :)) so here we go. The first one is given to me when we were still year 9. it's always in my room and the second one with a cute teddy is given to me during christmas as well as to my boyfriend which is a quite bigger than that, they are a couple :) hehehe. thanks gel and I'LL JUST GIVE YOU A LITTLE sneak peak about the scrap book. so that's one of the pages. I love that thing so much it made me cry as i open it inside the plane :(( huhuhuh ! it's so special since it has really a lot of efforts in it. :) Thanks gel it's now my notepad with really important things inside.

SOO YEAHHH ! IT TOOK ME A VERY LONG TIME TO FINISH ALL THIS POST. 2 HOURS ALL IN ALL. :) doesn't sound like that but it's really like that. hahahah ! 

I JUST MISSED MY FRIENDS THIS CHRISTMAS :/ 

betty:)

I don't wanna cry anymore.

11.11.11 useless. 12.11.11?? WHAT A WASTE! I HATE THIS DAY!!
I can really feel the pain inside my chest. It felt like it's killing me. How could you do this in the so-called special day? Each day that passes makes everything blurry.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1eKPgulwA8

My favorite make-ups :)

Now, I'm bored so I'm gonna talk about my favorite make-ups so here we go.
First, I'm gonna introduce this new marker like lip tint, I chose the JUST BITTEN colour coz it's really red. It's matte and it has a  lipbalm on the other end. It is really convinient and non-sticky and also it lasts up to 8 hours so I dont need to re-apply and shit.

and this new 77 palette of colours :) I like the colours and I sue it everywhere I go especially at work cause the colours are not too harsh :)

 and the third one is my PINK NUDE LIPSTICK :) I like it and it doesn't look wierd. HAHAHHA !: )) Nicki Minaj much. but yeah :) pardon me for my very dry lips.

/my time is precious so I'm gonna spend it with my camera :) SPLENDID !

Feeding the Hello Kitty addiction :/

Tumblr addiction:

MY DRUG ADDICTION. YOU.

`cause everything about me is you

What a very productive day :)

I washed my make-up brushes and cleaned everything in my make-up box :) I felt so great. HAHAHA ! I even have a reward shopping from my dad later on. trolololol <3 looooviieeee !!!! That's all. thankyou.bowww. and ohh, i also changed my nails using alchol and newspaper :) It's really cool.

My nails last week diayy :) HAHAHA late upload

I was too busy duing the past few days. no time to blog so here's my nails : )

THAT ARE MY REAL NAILS. :) Some people say it looks like fake nails but it's not it took me 3 weeks to grow it though but then I have to cut it now since my nails are too weak and I'm afraid I'm gonna loose my whole nail if I bump into something while working :)

Aquarium ehy?